Sunday, March 20, 2011

Dread

The word dread isn't a happy word...but it's how I feel about this week. Here's why:
1. Spring break is over...I'm dreading going back to work.
2. Tomorrow is my follow-up appointment with my doctor. I'm dreading what we might find out.
3. This week would have been my due date with our second baby. March 23rd was the actual day. I can't help but to think about the second baby and feel so sad and heartbroken.

It's times like this I wish I could change things...but I can't. I just have to keep faith that God is taking care of us and that no matter what happens...everything is going to work out for the best. So with that being said...this week I look forward to: seeing all 17 of my little sweethearts in the morning. I look forward to more beautiful weather. I look forward to only 10 more weeks of school!!!

1 comment:

  1. i love you sweet girl! saying a prayer for every single thing you dread this week. let's get together SOON. i owe you something fruity and frozen! ha! :)

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