So, for those of you out there that are going to similar situations with miscarriages or have lost a baby, my heart goes out to you. I pray God will give you peace and comfort to get you through the storm.
Friday, October 17, 2014
Pregnancy & Infant Loss Day
Wednesday was Pregnancy & Infant Loss Day. I didn't even know there was such a day until the quints' occupational therapist told me. Then a few hours later, I got a text from my friend Paula telling me she was thinking of me and remember our precious angels in heaven. I think it's such a wonderful idea to spend one day to remember those precious angels. I don't sit and think about my miscarriages as much as I used to, just because I'm so busy with my six angels on earth, but the hurt of losing them is still there and it always will be. I never experienced true heartbreak until I had my first miscarriage, and then it just kept happening. So many people don't understand the pain that comes with losing a baby (at any stage in it's life). My miscarriages taught me a valuable lesson in how God doesn't always say yes to our prayers. For whatever reason, God said no to all those babies I lost. It was hard to try to understand that and except God's plan for me. But I will say, God does have a plan for all of us and He always takes care of us and gets us through whatever storm we're facing.